A place to record all of the above.
A place to record all of the above.
I love those two words. Shift Happens. HA! They have a multitude of meanings. I will probably touch on more than one of the meanings in this post. Again, this is probably going to be a pretty vulnerable post. If you have been reading any of my threads, you will realize that the majority of my posts are open and fairly exposed. If you are a person that has trouble allowing yourself to be open and vulnerable, may you find the strength and courage to do so.(Maybe reading these will help you find the courageous bone that I know is in there!)
Shift happens. This can happen whether we consciously make the shift or not. The next day after writing my last post, I made a conscious shift. It came with a statement. I was finished for now focusing (maybe more like obsessing) on my relationships, except for one of the most important relationships. My relationship with me. I am ready to focus on my business and most importantly, my BIG purpose and role of being here on the planet at this time. When I declared this, another shift occurred with it.
The shift came with my relationship with my husband. (Funny how a shift came with a relationship when I said I was finished with focusing on them for now.) As a matter of fact, I am still feeling pretty raw and exposed with the shift. I admitted to myself that I had put up walls around my heart as a guard in different areas in our relationship. Yep. Me. The one who professes Love in all forms. I also purport that no matter who we are...we can love ourselves deeper, without conditions, which in turn gives us the freedom to love others without the conditions. What this awareness has really shown me was where I have been putting up walls to my own love.
I shared my insights with him reguarding our relationship. It was one of the most profound and enlightening conversations we have ever had up to this point in our entire 14 years together. Will there be many more deep and powerful talks? It sure does feel like it. And WOW. My reaction after the conversation was wild. I had the chance to be by myself after we talked. There were definite and obvious shifts in my being.
I could feel transformation within my cells on all levels. Emotionally I felt like I was completely open, exposed and vulnerable. I cried tears of release along with tears of the innocence that I am. I felt that if a bomb would drop in our relationship, he would tell me to pound sand, or he would die in a freak traffic accident, I would feel that pain to my core. He didn't of course. I only had one person in my recent memory do that--which in my opinion was one of the most selfish things she could have done.
Each day I feel my heart opening more and more. Do I start to feel a little of the old patterns? Yes. However, I can quickly recognize them and feel strong in my new permanent change. I feel more and more in Love with myself on a different level. And that folks, is something no one can take away from me. Not even myself. There is no going back to the way things were. This is the whole new paradigm we are stepping into. Nay...we are in!
I have been getting downloads and messages like mad with my heart opening more. The flood gate is open! They are happening so fast that I am not even trying to grasp on to them anymore. The ones I am to be with and or share will either slown down or I will retain them so I can share with others.
I encourage each and every one of you to take a solid look at your most intimate relationship (other than the one with yourself, which comes into play of course) and take notice if you have any walls built. Not sure how to notice if you do? Take notice of your internal dialogue regarding the person or relationship. Still unclear? I would be honored to help you with those steps. I have first hand knowledge. ;-)
Until next time...
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